RIP Kolya
Losing a friend has a way of making you stop and ask questions you didn't know you needed to ask. Not because every ending is someone's fault, but because every relationship leaves something to learn from. I've been doing a lot of thinking about who I am, how I communicate, and where I can grow. It's easy to point outward when we're hurting; it's much harder and often more worthwhile to look inward. I don't want this experience to make me bitter. I want it to make me kinder, wiser, and more intentional with the people who are still in my life. Sometimes the hardest lessons come wrapped in goodbye, and all we can do is thank them for what they taught us and keep becoming a better version of ourselves. ❤️